31st march? it's almost april..

wow, it feels like yesterday i was celebrating being 14 (and my birthday is in january..)  lol.


today has been rather amazing, it was the last day, now we have easter holidays :D
goodtimes.
i love my best friend.
and i love him.


:D <3

love doesn't walk away...

"love doesn't walk away and give up; people do" 
i might of given up trying, but my emotions havn't.
i just hope they don't over power me. 
but i'm pretty much sure they will. 
:/ 

Music.

Today, I installed itunes 9 for my laptop. 
Put LOADS of songs on my phone :D
And is now, very very happy.
Oh and I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE :) :) :) :) 
+ boys like girls :)
:D 


:D:D:D:D:D:D

What I've Done.

Hello :)
I bet you looked at my blog title and instantly thought I was going to talk about a Linkin Park song, right?
Wrong, but if you want, instead of reading my blog you could listen to What I've Done by Linkin Park - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzuo_UObpuA  . 
Aha :D
Anyway, today I have (referring to my last blog post...) 
1. Been into town, was going to get another phone but then they told me to update the software on my phone. So I have to do that. 
2. I've brought- a belt, black and red but it's not MCR :( oh, and 5 new tops from New Look - I went MAD :P
3. Didn't set up an eBay account- you have to be 18. I'm not. I'm 14.  FAIL.
4. Havn't yet installed Word, need to do that! 
5. This is it ;D 
Aha, it's been a good day. Just got some english homework to do, and we finish school on Wednesday for 2 and a half weeks. 
Good Times :D 

No Title.

Ok, so today I've got a few things to do.
To do list:
1. Take phone back, and get a new one, as this one is dodgy :|
2. Transfer money from my savings account to my normal account so I can purchase a MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BELT :D  - HAPPY GIRL <3
3. Make an Ebay account :)
4. Install 'word' on my laptop, as my free trail is up {bad times} :P
5. Write another blog, explaining how 1,2,3 + 4 went :L

Ok, that's my day.
But before all that- I need to have some food and get dressed :)

don't you just hate emotions?

well, I thought I was over him- but it turns out I'm not.
who was I kidding? 
love doesn't go away that quickly :/
I'm so stupid for thinking it does!
i just wish he kinda understood where I'm coming from, and my feelings. but as he seems to fucking ignore my texts and emails whats the point? :|
seriously, i wish i could just switch off my emotions for now...
it's been two months, and there's not one single change that's happened...
in fact, I'd say it's kinda ruined our friendship- in my view, i don't  know about his..
I just wish, he cared, or at-least showed some sort of caring view. but he doesn't.


meh. I hate love. :| :( ...

myCHEMICALromance- obsessed...

Ok, so I have all their albums, 3 maybe 4 posters of them, Including one HOT one of Gerard Way (lead singer) and now I'm going to buy a belt for my jeans :) 
I'm so cool right? 
Haha :)
Nothing wrong with being obsessed ;D x

today, 22nd march. -liam.

Hello. 
Today, I realised something. I'm no longer in love with Liam. 
Whenever I use to see him, I'd smile and my heart would do a little jump, now, when I saw him, I just kinda smiled, and thought "I don't fancy him" and my heart didn't do a little jump. Strange isn't it? 
I thought I really loved him, but it turns out, I didn't as much as I thought... Hmm.
I guess my emotions are all over the place at the moment. I can't put them into words, I'm not good at that...
My best friend, Alice, is off to France tomorrow, along with Lucy, Chloe, Sam and a few others. I shall miss them :') But I hope they have a really nice time.
Ok, apart from that, today has been pretty boring! 
Goodbye for now. 

saturday, saturday, saturday ;D

BLOG. 
IT'S SATURDAY.
And what a day it's been!
Today, I went into town, to sort out my money, and now I've got money in my bank ;)

Got a new phone, Nokia X-3--> 


It's really nice :D

Also, got a new 32" HD TV (flatscreen) 


Watched the rugby on it- rugby players are HOTTTTT!
Unlucky, England "/ 


Hmmm..
I'll blog again later :P 

busy night.

ok, quick blog, can't take long, going out in like 45 minutes + i need to get ready.

off dancing with some friends :')

gonna be good.

see you laterrr!

xx

New Blog Design

Ok, so i've changed my blog a bit? 

What do you think? 

i like it :P 

HIM.

To the world you may be one, but to me you are the world... (L)

Why Did I Have To Fall In Love?

Why did I have to fall in love so hard?

Especially with a guy that will never feel the same...

Stupid emotions... :'(

Maroon 5.

I recently just re-discovered my Maroon 5 album - Songs about Jane. :)

Wow, they're actually really good.

She will be loved (8)

Amazing.

Amazing.

Oh yes.

;)

18th March 2010- Sunshine, Stagecoach + Life...

Hello Blog!

Long time, Ok, well since last night ;D

Today, was meh, a really meh day, I think it's cause it's thursday, everyone just wants friday to come, including me!

Today's lessons weren't too bad, worse was probably science, I usually love science but today we just sat watching some boring crap thing. Woah, I was bored...

Sun was shining at lunch, so that was quite good.

Brought home this fish, that i've been working on in art. Mum loved it :D

also, last week I complained to stagecoach about one of their drivers, over charging people and being rude, and an awful driver (missing out two bus stops) and today got home to a letter with a refund for £3 and informed me he's been fired! :)

good good.

Ok, so I really don't care who reads this now, it's going to be all my true feelings and I can honestly say, everytime I see him (Liam) I fall a little bit more in love... I'm so glad we're good friends, if only, if only we could be more, but I know that's in my dreams. But as I say...

"If the only way I can be with you is in my dreams then I'll dream forever..."

Danceeeee.

Wow, tonight I had dance, as usual. And now I'm knackered and going to bed..

Hmm, I wonder what tomorrow will bring?

Only one way to find out, and I assure you, you'll be the first to know about my day ;)

Goodnight Blog :D

Friends + Family...

OK, So this is my first blog post about my friends and family. Thought I'd give you a little in-sight in to my life ;)

I live with my parents, Mum- Karen and Dad- Dennis. I'm the only child, but have one cat- Sprite :)

My best friend is Alice (Hicks) and she's amazing. I couldn't live without her. I really do love her :P

My close friends are also, Lucy, Chloe, Sara, Amy, Abi, Sophie, Katie, Etc :D

Their all really cool XD

I get on well with boys aswel, so my boy mates are- Nik (Liam :L ), Dan, Callum, Julian (Nik's Brother), Jacob, Ben, Sam, Toby, + ETC :D

End of :P

goodbye :D x

17th March 2010- Oh, What A Day!

Hello Blog,

You've become like a diary, but the thing is, now I know people are reading this, I'm a little more careful about what I write...

Ok, so today, was a pretty ISH day.. :|

I've been feeling pretty ill all day, bad ache + I've felt horribly sick :(

Not good, Not good (N)

Lessons? Well they were pretty crap-

PE: we did this thing for sports relief.. Hmm, was boring...

Music: Was ok, but cause I felt ill, it wasn't that good...

Maths: One Word- CRAP.

DT: Was boring, I posted a blog on here in DT ;)

+ English: This lesson, made everything worth while! I'm not joking either. We were doing drama, and I was in a group with my best friend, which is usually a good laugh, and also Will + Ben, who are hilarious. It was quite good ;D

Oh, didn't know you could change the colour of the text! Yay, i love blue <3

Wow, this is a long blog! Good luck if your reading it ;)

Anyways, I shall post more later, I have dance tonight- fun fun fun!

Goodbye for now :)

Design Tech

Aha, well i'm rather bored in DT.
Better make this blog quick :P
Having a crap day so far, feel ill :(
Goodbye for now Blog :)
I'll post more later! :)
xx

Ok, I'm Updating The Blog, Cause SOMEONE Wants Me Too ;)

Well, what an eventful day, today has been.

Liam, read my blog and I know he'll read this one ;)

So, Hey Liam...

Yay, P.E Tomorrow (N)

Walking/Running around the field. Great :/

Oh and My father just made the nicest pudding ever..

Bread and Butter Pudding, COVERED in Custard :D :D :D

LOVED it.

Ahaa, xx

Love.

This post is going to be all about feelings + I hope that 'Liam' (codename) won't read it. Hopefully not... Well...

I really really really love him. Honestly, I really do. I don't think I've ever felt this way before...

Whenever I see him, my heart does this little 'jump'. You know, when it flips and everything feels fine. When I hug him, I never ever ever want to let go, he always smells lovely. And his hair, wow, it's really out of this world... He is a really good looking boy, and that's not all, he has one of the most amazing personalities EVER!

I wish he just knew how I felt about him, but I'm way too nervous to say ANYTHING to him! Sometimes, I find it hard just saying "Hi" to him, cause I feel like I'm annoying him.

It sucks!

Hmm, I should round this post off to an end. But the conclusion of this post, is I Love Liam- ALOT. More then him or anyone will ever know...

16thmarch2010.

Today was ok-ish. Not the best day. Not the worst.

I realised one thing, this guy, I love, well I love him alot. More than words will ever be able to say...

Shame, I'm the only one who feels this way :/

Anyways, enough about my miserable love life.

Apart from that, everything was good! The sun was shining! :D

So yeah,

Goodbye for now blog

xx

My Chemical Romance

Ok, so I've fallen in love with My chemical romance. Not just Gerard Way, who is HOT, their music is amazing, :)

I'm currently obsessed with "I Don't Love You." Good song + it describes somewhat my life :/

But such an amazing band.

Deffinatly gonna look for their tour tickets & stuff :)

I Hate Being Ill.

Ok, so being ill is pretty crap to be honest :/

All I've done is stay on facebook + watch daytime TV.

Might get dressed in a minute + walk down the shop.

I think I'm actually missing school :(

Being home is SO boring!

Ok, First Blog, Here Goes.

Ok, so today I decided to follow Jack Stevens and start a blog!

So far, so good.

Although, today I'm pretty ill (cold, sore throat + headache) so not good.

Had a nice weekend, Mother's day yesterday, was really good.

I miss my friends "/

Anyways, goodbye for now blog!