I am not afraid to keep on living.

I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven. Nothing you can say can stop me going home..

Possibly, the greatest lyrics from My Chemical Romance.
Taken from the song "Famous Last Words" .

Seriously, I'm obsessed.

Orange Slags :D - RANT, Be Aware.

Ok, this post is dedicated to all the orange slags I know, who claim it's fine, to wear so much make up that they look orange. It's disgusting.
The problem is, when you pile it on so much that it:
a) Looks fake
b) Looks disgusting
c) You look like a completely different person
d) All of the above..

My opinion is that people do it because they have no self-confidence, and have to cover up their natural looks,
Which is bad, because everyone is beautiful in their own way.

Also, sleeping with ten guys doesn't make you cool, it makes you a slag..


Rant Over :D

it's been ages since i posted!

hello?
wow, it's been ages! + ages!
had a nice easter :D
got two weeks off, gonna enjoy them :)
bye
:D x

31st march? it's almost april..

wow, it feels like yesterday i was celebrating being 14 (and my birthday is in january..)  lol.


today has been rather amazing, it was the last day, now we have easter holidays :D
goodtimes.
i love my best friend.
and i love him.


:D <3

love doesn't walk away...

"love doesn't walk away and give up; people do" 
i might of given up trying, but my emotions havn't.
i just hope they don't over power me. 
but i'm pretty much sure they will. 
:/ 

Music.

Today, I installed itunes 9 for my laptop. 
Put LOADS of songs on my phone :D
And is now, very very happy.
Oh and I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE :) :) :) :) 
+ boys like girls :)
:D 


:D:D:D:D:D:D

What I've Done.

Hello :)
I bet you looked at my blog title and instantly thought I was going to talk about a Linkin Park song, right?
Wrong, but if you want, instead of reading my blog you could listen to What I've Done by Linkin Park - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzuo_UObpuA  . 
Aha :D
Anyway, today I have (referring to my last blog post...) 
1. Been into town, was going to get another phone but then they told me to update the software on my phone. So I have to do that. 
2. I've brought- a belt, black and red but it's not MCR :( oh, and 5 new tops from New Look - I went MAD :P
3. Didn't set up an eBay account- you have to be 18. I'm not. I'm 14.  FAIL.
4. Havn't yet installed Word, need to do that! 
5. This is it ;D 
Aha, it's been a good day. Just got some english homework to do, and we finish school on Wednesday for 2 and a half weeks. 
Good Times :D 

No Title.

Ok, so today I've got a few things to do.
To do list:
1. Take phone back, and get a new one, as this one is dodgy :|
2. Transfer money from my savings account to my normal account so I can purchase a MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BELT :D  - HAPPY GIRL <3
3. Make an Ebay account :)
4. Install 'word' on my laptop, as my free trail is up {bad times} :P
5. Write another blog, explaining how 1,2,3 + 4 went :L

Ok, that's my day.
But before all that- I need to have some food and get dressed :)

don't you just hate emotions?

well, I thought I was over him- but it turns out I'm not.
who was I kidding? 
love doesn't go away that quickly :/
I'm so stupid for thinking it does!
i just wish he kinda understood where I'm coming from, and my feelings. but as he seems to fucking ignore my texts and emails whats the point? :|
seriously, i wish i could just switch off my emotions for now...
it's been two months, and there's not one single change that's happened...
in fact, I'd say it's kinda ruined our friendship- in my view, i don't  know about his..
I just wish, he cared, or at-least showed some sort of caring view. but he doesn't.


meh. I hate love. :| :( ...

myCHEMICALromance- obsessed...

Ok, so I have all their albums, 3 maybe 4 posters of them, Including one HOT one of Gerard Way (lead singer) and now I'm going to buy a belt for my jeans :) 
I'm so cool right? 
Haha :)
Nothing wrong with being obsessed ;D x

today, 22nd march. -liam.

Hello. 
Today, I realised something. I'm no longer in love with Liam. 
Whenever I use to see him, I'd smile and my heart would do a little jump, now, when I saw him, I just kinda smiled, and thought "I don't fancy him" and my heart didn't do a little jump. Strange isn't it? 
I thought I really loved him, but it turns out, I didn't as much as I thought... Hmm.
I guess my emotions are all over the place at the moment. I can't put them into words, I'm not good at that...
My best friend, Alice, is off to France tomorrow, along with Lucy, Chloe, Sam and a few others. I shall miss them :') But I hope they have a really nice time.
Ok, apart from that, today has been pretty boring! 
Goodbye for now. 

saturday, saturday, saturday ;D

BLOG. 
IT'S SATURDAY.
And what a day it's been!
Today, I went into town, to sort out my money, and now I've got money in my bank ;)

Got a new phone, Nokia X-3--> 


It's really nice :D

Also, got a new 32" HD TV (flatscreen) 


Watched the rugby on it- rugby players are HOTTTTT!
Unlucky, England "/ 


Hmmm..
I'll blog again later :P 

busy night.

ok, quick blog, can't take long, going out in like 45 minutes + i need to get ready.

off dancing with some friends :')

gonna be good.

see you laterrr!

xx

New Blog Design

Ok, so i've changed my blog a bit? 

What do you think? 

i like it :P 

HIM.

To the world you may be one, but to me you are the world... (L)

Why Did I Have To Fall In Love?

Why did I have to fall in love so hard?

Especially with a guy that will never feel the same...

Stupid emotions... :'(

Maroon 5.

I recently just re-discovered my Maroon 5 album - Songs about Jane. :)

Wow, they're actually really good.

She will be loved (8)

Amazing.

Amazing.

Oh yes.

;)

18th March 2010- Sunshine, Stagecoach + Life...

Hello Blog!

Long time, Ok, well since last night ;D

Today, was meh, a really meh day, I think it's cause it's thursday, everyone just wants friday to come, including me!

Today's lessons weren't too bad, worse was probably science, I usually love science but today we just sat watching some boring crap thing. Woah, I was bored...

Sun was shining at lunch, so that was quite good.

Brought home this fish, that i've been working on in art. Mum loved it :D

also, last week I complained to stagecoach about one of their drivers, over charging people and being rude, and an awful driver (missing out two bus stops) and today got home to a letter with a refund for £3 and informed me he's been fired! :)

good good.

Ok, so I really don't care who reads this now, it's going to be all my true feelings and I can honestly say, everytime I see him (Liam) I fall a little bit more in love... I'm so glad we're good friends, if only, if only we could be more, but I know that's in my dreams. But as I say...

"If the only way I can be with you is in my dreams then I'll dream forever..."

Danceeeee.

Wow, tonight I had dance, as usual. And now I'm knackered and going to bed..

Hmm, I wonder what tomorrow will bring?

Only one way to find out, and I assure you, you'll be the first to know about my day ;)

Goodnight Blog :D

Friends + Family...

OK, So this is my first blog post about my friends and family. Thought I'd give you a little in-sight in to my life ;)

I live with my parents, Mum- Karen and Dad- Dennis. I'm the only child, but have one cat- Sprite :)

My best friend is Alice (Hicks) and she's amazing. I couldn't live without her. I really do love her :P

My close friends are also, Lucy, Chloe, Sara, Amy, Abi, Sophie, Katie, Etc :D

Their all really cool XD

I get on well with boys aswel, so my boy mates are- Nik (Liam :L ), Dan, Callum, Julian (Nik's Brother), Jacob, Ben, Sam, Toby, + ETC :D

End of :P

goodbye :D x

17th March 2010- Oh, What A Day!

Hello Blog,

You've become like a diary, but the thing is, now I know people are reading this, I'm a little more careful about what I write...

Ok, so today, was a pretty ISH day.. :|

I've been feeling pretty ill all day, bad ache + I've felt horribly sick :(

Not good, Not good (N)

Lessons? Well they were pretty crap-

PE: we did this thing for sports relief.. Hmm, was boring...

Music: Was ok, but cause I felt ill, it wasn't that good...

Maths: One Word- CRAP.

DT: Was boring, I posted a blog on here in DT ;)

+ English: This lesson, made everything worth while! I'm not joking either. We were doing drama, and I was in a group with my best friend, which is usually a good laugh, and also Will + Ben, who are hilarious. It was quite good ;D

Oh, didn't know you could change the colour of the text! Yay, i love blue <3

Wow, this is a long blog! Good luck if your reading it ;)

Anyways, I shall post more later, I have dance tonight- fun fun fun!

Goodbye for now :)

Design Tech

Aha, well i'm rather bored in DT.
Better make this blog quick :P
Having a crap day so far, feel ill :(
Goodbye for now Blog :)
I'll post more later! :)
xx

Ok, I'm Updating The Blog, Cause SOMEONE Wants Me Too ;)

Well, what an eventful day, today has been.

Liam, read my blog and I know he'll read this one ;)

So, Hey Liam...

Yay, P.E Tomorrow (N)

Walking/Running around the field. Great :/

Oh and My father just made the nicest pudding ever..

Bread and Butter Pudding, COVERED in Custard :D :D :D

LOVED it.

Ahaa, xx

Love.

This post is going to be all about feelings + I hope that 'Liam' (codename) won't read it. Hopefully not... Well...

I really really really love him. Honestly, I really do. I don't think I've ever felt this way before...

Whenever I see him, my heart does this little 'jump'. You know, when it flips and everything feels fine. When I hug him, I never ever ever want to let go, he always smells lovely. And his hair, wow, it's really out of this world... He is a really good looking boy, and that's not all, he has one of the most amazing personalities EVER!

I wish he just knew how I felt about him, but I'm way too nervous to say ANYTHING to him! Sometimes, I find it hard just saying "Hi" to him, cause I feel like I'm annoying him.

It sucks!

Hmm, I should round this post off to an end. But the conclusion of this post, is I Love Liam- ALOT. More then him or anyone will ever know...

16thmarch2010.

Today was ok-ish. Not the best day. Not the worst.

I realised one thing, this guy, I love, well I love him alot. More than words will ever be able to say...

Shame, I'm the only one who feels this way :/

Anyways, enough about my miserable love life.

Apart from that, everything was good! The sun was shining! :D

So yeah,

Goodbye for now blog

xx

My Chemical Romance

Ok, so I've fallen in love with My chemical romance. Not just Gerard Way, who is HOT, their music is amazing, :)

I'm currently obsessed with "I Don't Love You." Good song + it describes somewhat my life :/

But such an amazing band.

Deffinatly gonna look for their tour tickets & stuff :)

I Hate Being Ill.

Ok, so being ill is pretty crap to be honest :/

All I've done is stay on facebook + watch daytime TV.

Might get dressed in a minute + walk down the shop.

I think I'm actually missing school :(

Being home is SO boring!

Ok, First Blog, Here Goes.

Ok, so today I decided to follow Jack Stevens and start a blog!

So far, so good.

Although, today I'm pretty ill (cold, sore throat + headache) so not good.

Had a nice weekend, Mother's day yesterday, was really good.

I miss my friends "/

Anyways, goodbye for now blog!